myjr mWgt dw "iqRSMkU" (khwxI sMgRih)
- blbIr kOr sMGyVw

blbIr sMGyVw

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Aj dI khwxI ivDw, ivDI, ivSy dy p`KoN gMBIr Aqy jitl ho rhI hY[ jIvn is`D-p`Drw nhIN irhw[ qy A`j dI khwxI vI aulJy hoey mnu`KI mn dIAW prqW Prol rhI hY[ aus AMdr Cupy hoey brIk qoN brIk hwv-Bwv nUM bwhr k`F rhI hY[ mnu`KI mn dI kurpSn Aqy aus AMdr Cupy dYvI mnu`K dI vI jWc pVqwl kr rhI hY[ jy kr ieh vI AwK ilAw jwvy ik Aj dI khwxI SKsI KulH, AwzwdI, AwpxI sMpUrn hoNd qy hoxI dI Bwl ivc hY ik mnu`K dIAW loVW-QoVW kI hn? mnu`K dI hoxI dw kI ArQ hY? mnu`K ies dunIAW qy AwauNdw hY qW ikauN? ausdw krq`v kI hY? sMpUrn-AsMpUrn mnu`K dI hoNd dw kI Bwv hY? A`j dy swieMsXug iv`c jdoN klon dI hoNd dw Kqrw pYdw ho irhw hY qW Blw mnu`K dI hoNd ikvyN brkrwr rhygI? ieh A`j ausdw iPkr hY[

mYnUM mihsUs huMdw hY ik Aj AnuBv nUM mu`K rK ky khwxI v`D ilKI jw rhI hY[ bwhr pRdysW ivc ilKI jw rhI khwxI ny ieh iprq vI pweI hY ik jIvn dy qzrby klm A`gy Awaux[ Swied iesdw ieh vI kwrn hY ik khwxI dI ies ivl`Kxqw kwrn hI mu`K-Dwrw vwly ies dI g`l krn l`gy hn[

mnu`K A`j dunIAW dy hr kony iv`c jw bYTw hY[ globlweIzySn ny ies imksf klcr nUM bVI qyzI nwL isrijAw hY[ qy AsIN BwrqI lokW ny iesnUM sB qoN pihlW ApxwieAw hY[ ikauNik AsIN hr dunIAW dw dyS Apxw ky Awpxy su`K pRwpq krn v`l v`D soicAw hY[ swfw jIvn ijpsI dI inAweIN vI ho igAw lgdw hY[ ij`Qy jIx-QIx leI rotI imlI, au~Qy fyrw lw ilAw[ AwriQkqw nwL jUJxw nvyN Biv`K dI Koj krnI swfy ih`sy AweI hY[ iesy kwrn AsIN dunIAW dy hr kony iv`c AwpxI irhwieSgwh bxw leI hY[ Awpxy su`K-du`K mnu`K dI AwpxI cox bx bYTy hn[ nqIjy v`joN, tu`tx-B`jx dw fr Aqy KO& vI nwL hI leI qury iPrdy hW[ nw hI pUrI qrHW tu`tdy hW Aqy nw hI pUrI qrHW sMpUrn Awzwd, byfr, byiJjk ho ky jIA skdy hW[ kdI vylw sI AwdmI bMDnW iv`c b`iJAw rihMdw sI[ pr hux auh vylw Aw igAw hY ij`Qy hr koeI Awpxy Awp leI pihlW ijauNdw hY[ mYN A`j dy mnu`K dI sMpUrn mwnisk Aqy AwriQk loV dy sMDrB iv`c hI sRI myjr mWgt dIAW khwxIAW jo aunHW dy qIsry khwxI sMgRih "iqRSMkU" iv`c drj hn, nUM piVHAw hY[ ies qoN pihlW mWgt jI do khwxI sMgRih "qlIAW qy au~gy Qohr (1990)" Aqy "kUMjW dI mOq (1993)" pwTkW dI JolI iv`c pw cu`ky hn[ ies qoN ielwvw auh AnykW mYZzInW/A^bwrW, ryfIE/tI.vI nwL vI juVy hoey hn[ vyly dI vyly aunHW v`loN swihqkwrW/klwkwrW nwL kIqIAW geIAW mulwkwqW vI Aksr pwTk pVHdy rihMdy hn Aqy ijsdw ikqwbI rUp vI CpweI ADIn hY[

qy AwE hux myjr mWgt dIAW aunHW khwxIAW dI g`l qorIey ijhVIAW aunHW dy ip`Cly idnIN Cpy khwxI sMgRih "iqRSMkU" iv`c drj hn[ "iqRSMkU" khwxI sMgRih iv`c ku`l 15 khwxIAW hn[ ijs khwxI dy nW qy ies pusqk dw nW r`iKAw igAw hY, pihlW mYN ausy dI hI g`l qornI cwhWgI[

myjr mWgt

ienHW khwxIAW dy krqw sRI myjr mWgt bwry fw: siqMdr isMG nUr ilKdy hn ik, "mYN g`l myjr mWgt dIAW khwxIAW dy AwrMB bwry kihxw cwhuMdw hW ik auh khwxI ieauN SurU krdw hY ik swfy mn ivc aus khwxI dy ivsQwr iv`c l`Qx dI iekyqr hI auqsukqw jgw idMdw hY[ khwxI A`g dI ndI ieauN AwrMB huMdI hY, 'nihr iknwry bYTw auh socW iv`c fuibAw irhw[ nihr iv`c ijvyN pwxI dI bjwey KUn vih irhw hovy qy auh vI aus dy sky Brw dw KUn['"

mYN fw: nUr horW nwL sihmqI pRgt kridAW KuSI mihsUs krdI hW ik mWgt jI dI hr khwxI dw mu`F hI quhwnUM kIl lYNdw hY[ qy hr khwxI mnu`KI jIvn dIAW prqW ProldI A`gy vDdI hY[

khwxI "iqRSMkU" ijs qrHW ivSvwim`qr v`loN rcwieAw igAw nvW svrg sI iesy qrHW ieh khwxI A`j dy vyly do siBAqwvW iv`c ltk rhy lokW dI dwsqW hY jo nw qW pUry dy pUry p`CmIN siBAwcwr Apxw skdy hn Aqy nw hI Awpxw siBAwcwr iqAwg skdy hn[ goirAW dIAW kuVIAW nUM nwL bwhr iljw ky Swn idKw skdy hn[ aunHW kuVIAW dy irSqydwr vI swfy vWg hI AwpxIAW kuVIAW nUM so kwlf ieMfIAn lokW qoN bcw ky r`Kxw cwhuMdy hn qW AsIN socdy hW ik ieh nslvwd hY[ pr jdoN Awp vwips ipMf prq ky Awpxy hI irSqy coN lgdI BwxjI iksy cimAwrW dy muMfy nwL ivAwh krwauxw cwhuMdI hY qW gurdyv isMG vrgy ienswn dy s`qI k`pVI A`g l`g jWdI hY[ aus vyly auh Bu`l jWdw hY ik ijhVw ivvhwr auh p`CmI dyS iv`c jo goirAW v`loN aunHW nwL kIqw jWdw hY, nhIN psMd krdw, auho hI ivvhwr auh Awp vI nIvIN jwq vwilAW nwL kr irhw hY[ Awpxy im`qr gurdyv dIAW g`lW sux ky inrml AwKdw hY ik "Xwr mYN qW socdw sI p`cI vrHy qYnUM kYnyfw rihMdy nUM ho gey qy qUM pUrw knyfIAn ho igAw hovyNgw[ qUM qW Awpxy ipMf dw bMnw vI nhIN tipAw[" duibDw iv`c dohrI izMdgI jIA rhy pirvwrW dI KUbsUrq pySkwrI hY ieh khwxI[

mWgt jI ivSy dI cox v`l bhuq gMBIrqw nwL iDAwn idMdy hn[ aunHW dIAW khwxIAW iv`c inq pRqI dy jIvn dI dwsqW CupI huMdI hY[ auh pwqrW dI mwniskqw nwL ho rhy SoSx nUM bhuq brIkI nwL ibAwn krdy hn[ ivSy dw BMfwr aunHW kol hwizr huMdw hY[ auh pwqrW nUM GVdy nhIN, sihj BwA qury rihx idMdy hn[ pwqrW dw jIvn vrqwrw Acyq hI cldw rihMdw hY[ pwTk pwqrW dI dSw nUM Awpxy mn au~qy mihsUs krdw hY[ ijvyN A`g dI ndI iv`c Awpxy Brw dy AYksIfYNt smyN PisAw ipAw dUjw Brw BrpUr, Brw nUM bcwaux dI Kwqr AYksIfYNt krn vwilAW nwL rwzInwmw kr lYNdw hY[ pr jdoN guzr cu`ky Brw dy pu`qr AmrIkw qoN vwips prqdy hn qW auh ipE dI mOq dy du`K nwLoN cwcy v`loN rwzInwmw krn qy ley gey s`T hzwr rupY nUM AihmIAq v`D idMdy hn[ aus vyly bwp dI mOq dy du`K nwLoN, v`D pYsy nw imlx dw du`K v`D mihsUs krdy hn[ ieh khwxI pwTk Awpxy vI mn qy hMFwauNdw hY[ iqVk rhy irSiqAW dI vDIAw pySkwrI hY[

"hnHyrI glI" khwxI A`j dy Xu`g iv`c hr kImq qy s&l hox leI mnu`K ikMnw ku ieKlwkI qOr qy igr skdw hY[ Anvr Aqy hrdIp iek`Ty kMm krdy hn[ jdoN ik Anvr mwlk dI cmcwigrI krky Aqy Awpxw ieKlwk vI igrw ky smwjI pOVIAW cVH irhw hY Aqy hrdIp QW dw QW bYTw cMgw kwmw hox auprMq vI iksy pujISn qy nhIN phuMcdw[ pr Anvr Aqy rObrt A`j dy vyly dI dOV iv`c ies qrHW guAwc jWdy hn ik aunHW nUM pqw vI nhIN cldw ik auh AwpxIAW pqnIAW nUM vI dwA qy lw idMdy hn[ A`j dy vyly iv`c dOV iv`c Psy hoey mnu`KW dI dwsqW hY ieh khwxI jo swnUM sucyq vI krdI hY ik smW ik`Dr nUM jw irhw hY Aqy mnu`K ies dOV iv`c ikvyN ie^lwkI qOr qy igr irhw hY[

"qy b`s qurdI geI", khwxI ikMnIAW aumIdW, aumMgW lY ky Awey mnu`K dI khwxI hY jo cMgw Biv`K isrjx vwsqy, hr qrHW dy bdlw iv`cIN inkldw hY[ AYm.ey. pVHx qy AiDAwpk hox auprMq vI auh A`j dI dOV iv`c Swml hox leI kYnyfw vrgy dyS iv`c SSrnwrQI bx ky AwauNdw hY[ ies dOV iv`c Swml hox vwsqy auh hr qrHW dy pwpV vyldw hY[ vwl vI ktvw lYNdw hY, dwVI vI s&w ct krvw lYNdw hY Aqy ie`QoN q`k ik nW vI bdl lYNdw hY[ Awpxy mn nUM qs`lI dyx vwsqy auh hr ie`QoN dI shUlq nUM Awpxy Anuswr Fwl lYNdw hY[ ijvyN au~Qy b`sw dI lweIn iv`c ikvyN D`ky pYNdy hn Aqy ie`Qy hr koeI Awpxy QW isr KVw rihMdw hY[ ieh khwxI ij`Qy mn nwL smJOqy krn dI hY au~Qy ies iv`c dohW hI smwjW qy krwrI cot vI hY[

"gmly dy Pu`l" b`icAW dIAW BwvnwvW dI ie`k bhuq KUbsUrq khwxI hY[ AsIN ienHW dySW iv`c qW Aw gey, ies smwj dIAW su`K shUlqW vI gRihx kr leIAW pr jdoN swfy Biv`K dI g`l qurdI hY jW swfy b`icAW dy Biv`K dI g`l qurdI hY qW AsIN b`icAW dIAW BwvnwvW smJx nwloN aunHW dy Biv`K nUM aus dyS iv`c cMgw smJdy hW ij`QoN AsIN Awpxy Biv`K nUM cMgw bxwaux vwsqy ienHW mulkW iv`c Awey hW[ AsIN b`cy ieMfIAw pVwHauxy cwhuMdy hW ikauNik AsIN socdy hW ik Swied b`cy A`j dI qyz r&qwr iv`c bdl rhy smwj iv`c nhIN plxgy[ pr aus vyly AsIN Bu`l jWdy hW ik vyly ny dunIAW dy hr kony iv`c smwj nUM bdl ky r`K id`qw hY[ hvw jo ie`Dr vgdI hY, auh aus pwsy vI vgdI hY[ A`j vylw b`icAW nUM nwL lY ky c`lx dw hY, aunHW dIAW BwvnwvW nUM smJx dw hY[ vylw isr& "A`j hY" jIvn dy jIx leI[ swfw A`j hI kl nUM svwrygw[ jy kr AsIN A`j b`icAW nUM Awpxy nwL nw r`iKAw jW aunHW dIAW BwvnwvW nUM nw smiJAw qW AsIN b`icAW qoN kI Aws rK skWgy[

mWgt horI ienswn dy irSiqAW dIAW BwvnwvW nUM bw-KUbI ibAwn krdy hn[ eysy qrHW ie`k hor khwxI hY "ijMn dI kYd" jo mIAW bIvI dy irSqy iv`c ie`k dUjy nUM smJx, jwnx Aqy pihcwnx vwsqy KUbsUrq ibAwnbwzI hY[ Awm qOr qy mrd AwpxI klwkwr pqnI nUM kdI vI smJxw nhIN cwhuMdw[ pr jy kr pqnI KUbsUrq vI hovy qW ausnUM hr dUjy ienswn dIAW nzrW qoN vI bcw ky r`Kxw cwhuMdw hY[ kdI ieh socdw hI nhIN ik ausdI pqnI dIAW kI BwvnwvW hn[ rUpw vrgI AOrq vwsqy ausdw ApwrtmYNt ie`k ipMjrw numw Gr bx jWdw hY[ jdoN auh ik`Dry bwhr Awpxy pqI nwL jWdI vI hY qW pqI S`kI nzrW nwL vyKdw hY[ sDwrn qOr qy AwLy-duAwLy iksy mrd qy nzr jWdI dyK lvy qW Gr prq ky bIvI dw burw hwl krdw hY[ jdoN eys qrHW dy vrqIry nw sihx krdIAW kuVIAW AwpxI Avwz bulMd krdIAW hn qW ieauN mihsUs huMdw hY ijvyN auh ijMn dI kYd iv`coN mukq hoeIAW hox jW mukq hox leI hMBlw mwr rhIAW hox[ kYnyfw dy lwlc iv`c pVHIAW ilKIAW kuVIAW nUM AxjoV ivAwh krky bLI dy bUQy dyx leI vI krwrI cot hY ieh khwxI[

ijauN ijauN AsIN ienHW mulkW iv`c pYr g`f rhy hW iqauN hI swfy swihq iv`c ienHW mulkW dy pwqrW dw, aunHW dy smwijk srokwrW dw ruJwn vI v`D irhw hY, jo swfy swihq nUM nvIN idSw vI pRdwn kr irhw hY Aqy hor AmIr vI bxw irhw hY[ globlweIzySn ny dunIAW dy mnu`K nUM bhuq nzdIk kr id`qw hY[ ie`k dUjy dy smJx nUM vI sOK huMdI jw rhI hY[ ieh vI mihsUs huMdw hY ik mnu`K BwvyN iksy dyS dw hovy, BwvnwvW, sm`isAwvW sB dIAW ieko ijhIAW hn[ "myrw ksUr" khwxI aunHW sm`isAwvW dw hI ibAwn hY[ stIv vrgw SrIP ienswn AwpxI BYx dI ibmwrI kwrn corI krdw PiVAw jWdw hY[ ies qoN ieh Aihsws huMdw hY ik BwvyN iksy dys qy vwsI hovoN pr irSqy ijhVy nzdIkI hn, hr ie`k nUM ipAwry hn[ mnu`K Awpxy nzdIkI irSqy iv`c kI kuJ k`t guzrdw hY[ hr ienswn sm`isAw vyly cMgy qoN burw bx jWdw hY[ ienswn vkq dy vhwA iv`c vih qurdw hY[

iesy qrHW ie`k hor khwxI hY "… myrI khwxI ilKIN" jo drswauNdI hY ik ienswn dIAW BwvnwvW smyN Aqy siQqI Anuswr kdI vI bdl skdIAW hn[ ienswn AwKr ienswn hY[ glqIAW krnw Aqy jrnw vI ausdy ih`sy AwieAw hY[ ies khwxI dI pwqr gYrI AMdr vI rIJ plmdI hY[ pr auh pkroV aumr dy hrbMs ny kYnyfw qoN jw ky sohxI sun`KI, pVHI-ilKI kuVI "gYrI" nwL ivAwh krw ilAw[ Awpxy ieSk dIAW glW vI auh mswly lw-lw ky gYrI nUM d`sdw rihMdw hY[ mW-bwp ny ij`Qy vr id`qI, au~Qy auh qur peI[ pr auh ivAwh vyly vI Awpxy hox jw rhy pqI nwLoN ausdy Brw mnmIq nUM nzrW hI nzrW iv`c Awpxy hwx dw smJdI rhI sI[ sONdI auh hrbMs nwL Aqy qs`vr auh mnmIq dw hI krdI rhI sI[ kuJ vrHy bwhr pqI nwL rihx qoN bwAd jdoN gYrI ieMfIAw vwips AwauNdI hY qW vkq dy vhw iv`c clidAW hoieAW ausdw, ibnW socy smJy sbMD Awpxy hm-aumr idEr nwL ho jWdw hY[ ies irSqy dy juVx nwL auh koeI SrimMdgI jW glq mihsUs nhIN krdI[ auh socdI hY ik smwj jo mYnUM idMdw hY auh mYnUM prvwn krnw pYNdw hY pr myrw Awpxw kuJ h`k Awpxy jIvn vwsqy vI hY[ mwnvI irSiqAW iv`c ikvyN hm-aumr dy hwx dI cwhq aupjdI hY[ hrbMs dI socxI Anuswr qW gorI AOrq sYks vwsqy Aqy AwpxI ieMfIAn AOrq Gr clwaux vwsqy cMgI hY[ gYrI socdI hY ik jy kr hrbMs ies qrHW soc skdw hY qW mYN Awpxy Awp nUM ksUrvwr ikauN khW? ikauNik ausnUM jwpdw hY ik ijvyN auh Awpxy pqI nwL sON ky koeI Gor pwp kr rhI hovy[ ieh gYrI dI bZwvq hI hY jo auh smwj nUM ivKw rhI hY[ jo smwj ausnUM nhIN dy irhw, auh Awpxw h`k, ijaux vwsqy Koh-iK`c rhI hY[ idEr-BrjweI iek`Ty rwq guzwr ky hrbMs nUM Pon krdy hn[ ies qrHW mihsUs krdy hn ijvyN irSiqAW dy ichry au~qy koeI nkwb pw ley hox[ bIby vIr vWg Aqy swaU pqnI vWg auh aus nwL g`l krdy hn[ bZwvq krky vI auh kuJ nhIN kr skdy Aqy gYrI nUM Awpxy hI pqI kol vwips prqxw pYNdw hY[ ikauNik hwly qIk ieho ijhy sbMD pRvwnq nhIN kIqy jWdy[ qy ausdI ih`koN ieho hI inkldw hY ik koeI myrI khwxI ilKy qW gYrI vrgI AOrq ieh hI AwKygI, "jy DIAW nUM vycxw jW Bogxw pMjwb iv`c koeI jurm nhIN qW mYN qYnUM pRwpq krky ikhVw v`fw gunwh kr id`qw[" AOrq dI mnodSw dI KUbsUrq qsvIr hY ieh khwxI[

inGwr A`j dy smyN skUlW-kwljW iv`c Aqy swfy ierd-igrd PYl rhy pRdUSx dI hI ibAwnbwzI nhIN sgoN swfy smwj iv`c jo A`j kohV hY ik kYnyfw dy lwlc iv`c vfyrI aumr dy pVHIAW-ilKIAW jvwn kuVIAW dw jo SoSx krdy hn ausdI vI drdnwk dwsqW hY[

qy iesy qrHW pRdUSx vI swfy AKOqI lIfrW dw cMgw pol Kolx vwlI khwxI hY jo kihMdy ku`J hn Aqy krdy kuJ[ Awpxy muPwd leI koeI nw koeI skIm GV lYNdy hn[ ikauNik ausqoN aunHW nUM PMf iml skdy hn[ ies iv`c aunHW dw jwqI n&w hY[ dUjy nUM mgr lw ky AwpxI rotI sykdy hn[ dUsry nUM rwh idKwaux vwly Awp aunHW rwhW iv`c grky pey huMdy hn[ AMkl inrvYr vrgy pwqr Aksr swnUM ik`Dry nw ik`Dry idKweI dy idMdy hn[ mYnUM ieh g`l kihx dI KuSI pRqIq huMdI hY ik mWgt horIN BwvyN iksy ivSy jW vsqU dI g`l kr rhy hox, pr auh iksy nUM b^Sdy nhIN[ auh swfy mnW dy AMdr aupjdw kohV iksy nw iksy qrIky ibAwn zrUr krdy hn[ ieho A`j dy mnu`K dI hoxI hY[ ausdy AMdr A`j dI j`do-jihd ny jy kr dYvI mnu`K mwirAw nhIN qW ausnUM ijauNdw vI nhIN rihx id`qw[ Cl, kpt mnu`KI mn dy AMdr Gr kr gey hn[ iesy leI igMdI vrgy ienswn socdy hn ik "pRdUSx isr& vwqwvrx iv`c hI nhIN PYilAw, sgoN swfy smwj AMdr swfy irSiqAW AMdr, swfy mnW AMdr, qnW AMdr Aqy GrW AMdr, sB pwsy PYl igAw hY["

eys qrHW dy ikrdwr AsIN Aksr Awpxy Awly duAwly qury iPrdy vyKdy hW[ ijhVy Awpxy mu&wd vwsqy dUijAW dy A`KI Aksr G`tw pwauNdy hn Aqy AwpxI rotI sykdy hn[

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