ieh bhuq hI v`fI g`l hY ik vfyry CotI aumr dy b`icAW dI g`l nUM nhIN smJdy[ b`icAW dw sMswr hI v`KrI iksm dw huMdw hY Aqy v`fy BwvyN aus aumr ivcoN dI lMGy huMdY hn iPr vI jdoN auh v`fy ho jWdy hn, audoN aunHW nUM ieh pqw hI nhIN rihMdw ik Coty ikvyN socdy hn? Coty kuJ kih nhIN skdy pr duKI zrUr huMdy hn ik aunHW dI g`l hI nhIN smJI jw rhI[ ieQy d`sxw kuQW nhIN hxw ik b`icAW leI sMswr dIAW hor g`lW pwsy huMdIAW hn Aqy isrP aunHW dI hI g`l sB qoN Aihm huMdI hY[ aunHW nUM ies g`l nwl kI ik v`fy iks iksm dIAW muSklW ivcoN lMG rhy hn? aunHW nUM qW isrP Awpxy hI sMswr dw pqw huMdw hY[

bwl mno ivigAwn dw iek v`Krw Aqy aucycw ivSw hY ijs v`l hux kuJ swlW qoN hI iDAwn idqw jwx l`gw hY[ iPr vI bhuq swry mwpy AYsy hn ijnHW nUM pqw hI nhIN l`g skdw ik b`icAW auqy vI mno ivigAwnk qOr auqy Asr pYNdw hY[ BwrqI m`D vrg nUM hux ies bwry kuJ kuJ pqw l`gx l`gw hY[ pr isrP m`D vrg nUM hI[ grIb vrg dy mwipAW nUM qW ieh vI pqw nhIN huMdw ik aunHW dy b`cy ikMny hn? ies ibAwn ivc koeI AqkQnI nhIN hY[ jdoN iksy nUM isrP rotI kmwaux dy lwly pey hox Aqy ies qoN ibnW kuJ hor suJdw hI nw hovy qW aus nUM hor sB g`lW Bu`l jWdIAW hn[ iksy ny Bu`Ky nUM pu``iCAw ik do Aqy do ikMny huMdy hn, qW aus jvwb idqw, 'cwr rotIAW!' Kbry sohx isMG sIql dy nwvl ivc drj g`l nUM vDyry cMgI qrW smiJAw jw skdw hY[ sIrI nUM jdoN Gr dI mwlkx 'rotI Kwx' leI kihMdI hY qW aus dy idl nUM hOl pYx lgdy hn[ auh kihMdw hY ik 'bIbI jI qusIN rotI Kw lY nw ikhw kro, sgoN rotIAW Kw lY ikhw kro[ rotI Kw lY qoN mYnUM Lgdw hY ik qusIN isrP ieko hI rotI dyxI hY[’

rotIAW dI Aqy sIrIAW dI hI g`l c`lI hY qW fw. jsivMdr dI khwxI 'Gr dw jIA' cyqy Aw geI[ ies khwxI ivclw muK pwqr isrwj iksy iek dw sIrI nhIN sgoN auh swry ipMf dw hI sIrI hY[ ijs nUM vI loV huMdI hY auhI aus nUM piqAw ky Awpxw kMm krvw lYNdw hY[ jdoN ieh khwxI pVHI sI qW mn bhuq hI mwVw hoieAw sI[ iek qW ies krky ik khwxI ny Asr hI eynw kIqw sI[ dUjw ies krky ik jy ieh khwxI fw. jsivMdr dI QW virAwm sMDU ny ilKI huMdI qW aus dI 'nON ds bwrW' (kI iehI TIk nW hY nw sMDU swihb?) ijMnI cricq hoxI sI[ jsivMdr nUM qW crcw vI nhIN krvwauxI AwauNdI[ BYiVAw khwxI vI ilKxI AwauxI cwhIdI hY Aqy aus dI crcw krvwauxI vI[ ies mwmly ivc virAwm BwjI qoN hI kuJ is`K lYxw sI ijhVy ies smyN pMjwbI dy sB qoN v`fy khwxIkwr vI hn Aqy sB qoN v`D cricq vI[ auh jdoN vI nvIN khwxI ilKdy hn qW pwTk aus dy iLKx qoN pihlW hI aus dI aufIk krn lgdy hn[ ieQy mYN ieh vI d`sxw TIk smJdw hW ik Alp b`uDI dy bwvjUd myrI smJ Anuswr dovW khwxIAW dw ivSw vsqU ieko hI hY[ b`s inBwA hI v`Krw hY[

kI isrwj vrgy bMidAW dI mwniskqw nUM smJx leI iksy mno ivigAwnI ny Xqn kIqy hn? ijhVy lok mno ivigAwn nUM iek ivigAwn dy qOr auqy AiDAn krn dy Xog huMdy hn aunHW leI pyNfU grIbW dIAW izMdgIAW ivcoN Bwlx leI bhuqw kuJ nhIN huMdw[ ies leI auh Awm krky isrP SihrI vrg dy mno ivigAwn nUM hI smJx dI koiSS krdy hn[ ikqy ikqy hI isrwj vrigAW dI khwxI ilKI jWdI hY[ pr auQy hI ijQy iswrj vrgy lokW dI bhuqwq hovy? ijQy inzwm v`KrI iksm dw hay, auQy aunHW dI koeI hoNd hI nhIN mMnI jWdI[ ayuQy auh bynwm hI mr jWdy hn[ ijvyN bynwm jMmdy hn auvyN hI mr jWdy hn[

'nyqw' hridAwl ikhw krdw sI ik pqw nhIN lok nr vwrs pYdw krn leI ikauN qrlo m`CI huMdy rihMdy hn? vwrs nUM dyx leI qW Bu`K nMg hI huMdI hY pr iPr vI nW lyvw pYdw krnw zrUrI huMdw hY[ rwj Bwg vwly qW vwrs pYdw krn leI mrn Kpx ikauNik aunHW rwj Bwg C`f ky jwxw huMdw hY[ jW iPr v`fy jwgIrdwr Aqy PYktrIAW dy mwlk Aijhw krn[ pr grIb kwhdy leI vwrs pYdw krnw cwhuMdy hn? ijs vwrs ny Bu`K nMg nwl lVxw huMdw hY Aqy bynwm hI ies sMswr qoN cly jwx huMdw hay, aus nUM ies sMswr ivc ilAw ky mwpy ikhVI m`l mwrdy hn?

pr nyqw dI g`l iksy ny nhIN sI suxI Aqy hux vI koeI nhIN suxdw[ mYN jYnyNdr jwDv dI ilKI ikqwb 'ACUq' pVH irhw sW[ ies dw mu`K pwqr aus pirvwr nwl sbMDq hY ijnHW nUM ACUq ikhw jWdw sI[ aus dI SwdI huMdI hY pr aus dI kmweI nWh dy brwbr hY[ auh grIbI ivc hI ijaUNdw hY[ bwrW swl qk aus dI pqnI b`cw nhIN jxdI qW aus dIAW guAWFxW g`lW krn lgdIAW hn[ iPr jdoN bwrW swl bwd b`cw pYdw huMdw hY qW 'vwrs' pYdw hox auqy KuSIAW mnweIAW jWdIAW hn[ ieh svwl muK pwqr vI pu`Cdw hY ik jdoN AsIN grIbI Aqy Bu`K nMg ivc jIA rhy hW qW vwrs kwhdy leI cwhIdw hY?

ijhVw b`cw ies qrW dI grIbI ivc pYdw hovygw aus dI mwniskqw nUM kOx smJ skygw? G`to G`t auh mno ivigAwnI qW iblkul hI nhIN ijhVy isrP ikqwbI igAwn hI rKdy hn[ ies dI jwxkwrI leI nw isrP mno ivigAwn dI hI smJ zrUrI hY sgoN AwrQk smwjI hwlwq dw igAwn vI cwhIdw hY[ p`CmI dyySW ivc qW b`icAW hI nhIN sgoN hor vrgW dy h`kW Aqy PrzW bwry spSt phuMc ApxweI jw rhI hY[ pr mMdBwgI g`l ieh hY ik auQy qW sB dy h`k hn pr pUrbI dySW dy lokW hI nhIN sgoN dySW qk dy hI koeI h`k nhIN hn[ AijhI hwlq ivc keI Bwrq vrgy dyS ivc b`icAW dy h`kW jW mno ivigAwn dI g`l ikvyN kr skdw hY?

g`l nUM ijMnI vI vDw lvo EnI hI l`sI vWg vDdI rihMdI hY[ bhuq Cotw huMdw sW ik myrI mwqw ny mYnUM Aqy myry Coty BweI nUM qMg mohrI vwly pjwmy sIA ky idqy[ swry ipMf ivc ies aumr dy b`icAW ivcoN AsIN hI sB qoN pihly b`cy sW ijnHW nUM nvyN pjwmy imly sn[ pr mYnUM ies nwl vI qs`lI nhIN sI[ mYnUM cyqy hY ik myry ipqw jI kol KulHI mohrI vwlw pjwmw sI ijs dw aunHIN idnIN ‘PYSn’ huMdw sI[ iek idn qMg mohrI vwly pjwmy bwry hrK zubwn auqy Aw hI igAw[ mYN ikhw ik ‘ipqw jI ny qW KulHI mohrI pw ky AYS kr leI pr swnUM qMg mohrI hI pwauxI pY rhI hY[’ swry pirvwr vwly h`s pey Aqy g`l AweI geI ho geI[

mYN socdw hW ik A`j jdoN pMjwb ivc aus aumr dy hzwrW b`icAW nUM PWtw vwlw pjwmw vI nhIN imldw ijs aumr ivc mYN qMg mohrI vwly pjwmy auqy ieqrwz kIqw sI, qW auh kI socdy hoxgy? socdw hW ik jo kuJ vI swnUM hwsl ho jWdw hY auh qW Awpxw h`k l`gx lgdw hY Aqy aus qoN bwd dI cIz hwsl krn dI llHk l`g jWdI hY[ ies nUM b`icAW dI mwniskqw ikhw jwvy jW bwlg mnu`KW dI?