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ieh sMswr jvwnI dw sMswr hY[ iPr vI ies auqy kMtrol jvwnI dw nhIN sgoN gYr-jvwnI dw hY[ sMswr dIAW bhuqIAW v`fIAW g`lW jvwnI vloN hI kIqIAW jWdIAW hn[ Akl nwl sbMDq g`lW BwvyN jvwnI dI QW vfyrI aumr dOrwn huMdIAW hox pr sMswr ivc sB kuJ hI Akl auqy inrBr nhIN krdw[ Akl qoN ikqy v`D hosly, qwkq Aqy joS dI loV huMdI hY[ hoSW nwloN msqI Aqy joS ikqy v`D AlokwrIAW kwrvweIAW kr jWdy hn[ Akl nwl kdI vI soc smJ ky mwArkw nhIN mwirAw jw skdw[ pr joS nwl sdw hI mwArkw mwirAw jWdw hY[ joS huMdw hI iesy mqlb leI hY[

ieh g`l iksy qoN Bu`lI hoeI nhIN ik sMswr ivc jdoN vI koeI nw koeI v`fI g`l huMdI hY, aus ivc jvwnI zrUr hI Swml huMdI hY[ jvwnI hI AOky phwVW auqy cVHdI hY, dirAwvW dy sIinAW nUM cIrdI hY, smuMdrW nUM KMGwldI hY hr musIbq nUM aus dIAW nzrW ivc nzrW imlw ky dyKx dw hIAw krdI hY[

iksy ny TIk hI ikhw sI ik mOq dI aumr vI jvwnI dI aumr hI huMdI hY[ jvwnI geI qW mrn dI aumr vI cly geI[ ijauN ijauN aumr vDdI jWdI hY, iqauN iqauN ijaUx dI lwlsw vI vDdI jWdI hY[ ieh mOq iks leI Awvy? ies dI koeI icMqw nhIN hY[ jvwnI dI aumr ivc jy ieh mOq dyS dIAW srh`dW leI Awvy qW vI TIk hY[ vYsy myrI in`jI rwey hY ik srh`dW leI jvwnI nUM mOq dy mUMh nhIN Byjxw cwhIdw[ srh`dW dw JgVw sdw hI vfyrI aumr dy isAwsqdwnW vloN KVHw kIqw jWdw hY[ jvwnW dy h`Q hovy qW auh iek idn ivc hI ryVkw Kqm kr dyx[ ies leI ikauNik auh ieSk krnw jwxdy hn[ ieSk ny bhuq v`fIAW srh`dW qoVIAW hn[ KYr, jy srh`dW leI nhIN qW Kbry ieh jvwnI iksy bol leI hI jwn vwr dyvy[ keI vwrI qW ieh bol vfyirAW vloN bxweI geI iksy byqukI mwx mirAwdw nwl sbMDq ho skdy hn; Aqy keI vwrI iksy kOVI hkIkq nwl[ jW iPr keI vwrI ieh bol jvwnI dy 'imqr ipAwry' dy vI ho skdy hn[ ieSk ivc mrn dIAW bhuqIAW KbrW jvwnI nwl hI sbMDq huMdIAW hn[ ieSk qW jvwnI qoN mgroN vI bQyry huMdy hn pr mrn dI aumr isrP jvwnI dI hI huMdI hY[ ijauN ijauN bMdy dI aumr vDdI jWdI hY iqauN iqauN aus dI mrn dI ie`Cw GtdI jWdI hY[ AwKr ivc hwlwq AYsI bx jWdI hY ik auDroN mOq dw PirSqw bMdy nUM AwvwzW mwr irhw huMdw hY pr dUjy pwsy bMdw mOq nUM hor kuJ idn nhIN qW plW leI tlx dIAW bynqIAW kr irhw huMdw hY[ ikQy cly jWdw hY auh jvwnI dw joS ijs kwrn mOq nUM mKOlW krn nUM jIA krdw huMdw hY? iksy jIAwly pMjwbI kvI ny vI ikhw hY ik pMjwb dy jvwn mOq nUM mKOlW krdy hn Aqy iksy dI tYNA nhIN mMndy[

jvwnI ivc mOq nUM mKOlW krn dy mwmly ivc koeI ilMg Byd nhIN kIqw jw skdw[ jvwnI qW jvwnI hY[ ies ivc AOrq jW mrd dw Prk nhIN mMinAw jw skdw[ mrd hovy jW AOrq, swry hI jWbwz hn[ ieh AOrqW hI hn ijhVIAW ieSk ivc vI brwbr dIAW BweIvwl huMdIAW hn Aqy bwkI dy kMmW ivc vI[ jy AOrqW hI nw hox qW JnwvW ivc qrn dI g`l ikvyN Aqy ikauNkr c`ly?

mYnUM nhIN pqw ik jvwn kuVIAW dIAW mnokwmnwvW iks qrW dIAW huMdIAW hn? mYN kuVI huMdw qW Kbry jwxdw[ nhIN pqw ik jvwnI ivc auh ikvyN socdIAW hn? hwlWik mYnUM ieh zrUr pqw hY ik jvwnI kuVIAW auqy AweI vI msqwnI huMdI hY[ kihx vwly dw qW ieh vI kihxw hY ik jvwnI qW Byf (jW ByfU) auqy AweI nhIN mwx huMdI[ iPr inhwlw jW murwrI iks dy mwx hn?

mYnUM ieh nhIN pqw ik kuVIAW jvwnI ivc ikvyN socdIAW hn pr mYnUM ieh pqw hY ik jdoN muMfy jvwn huMdy hn qW aunHW dy mnW ivc kI kI rIJW auTdIAW hn? auh kI kuJ krnw locdy hn? aunHW nUM kI cMgw lgdw hY Aqy kI nhIN cMgw l`gdw? spSt hI ies dw kwrn ieh hY ik iksy smyN mYN vI jvwn hoieAw sW Aqy aunHW idnW dI Xwd A`j vI kdI kdI Aw hI jWdI hY[ kdI qMg kr jWdI hY Aqy kdI KuSIAW bKyr jWdI hY[ audoN lgdw hY ik iek vwrI iPr jvwnI Awvy qW aus dw pihlW nwloN vI v`D mzw ilAw jwvy[ pr ielm ny disAw hY ik iek vwrI geI jvwnI muV nhIN AwauNdI huMdI[ Blw ielm hI ikauN huMdw hY? nw ielm hovy Aqy nw hI bMdw sUJvwn bxy?

clo jvwnI jW aumr bwry iek khwxI suxweIey[ keI swl hoey iek rUsI khwxI pVHI sI[ ies khwxI ivc iqMn pwqr hn ijnHW nUM AYsw Jrnw iml igAw hY ijs dy pwxI ArQwq AimRq dIAW bUMdW nUM pI ky aunHW dI aumr KVH geI hY[ auh BwvyN iqMn sO swl ibqw cu`kw pwqr hovy jW sO swl ibqw cu`kw, sB dI aumr auQy hI KVHI hY ijQoN aus ny bUMdW pIxIAW SurU kIqIAW sn[ dUjy SbdW ivc auh nw isrP sdw jvwn hI ho gey sn sgoN ibnW hwdsy dy auh mr vI nhIN sn skdy[ iek hwdsy ivc aunHW dy iek swQI dI mOq ho jWdI hY[ aus dI Kbr ijs nOjvwn rwhIN aunHW iqMnW kol phuMcdI hY, aus nOjvwn nUM auh Awpxy imRqk swQI dI QW Awpxy gru`p ivc Swml krnw cwhuMdy hn[

isrP cwr bMdy hI aus Jrny dw AimRq pI ky Amr rih skdy hn[ aunHW dI ie`Cw hY ik ijs nOjvwn nUM aunHW dw Byd pqw l`g igAw hY ausy nUM hI AwpxI tolI ivc Swml kr ilAw jwvy[ pr auh jvwn aunHW ivc Swml hox leI rwzI nhIN hY[ aus dw kihxw hY ik kudrq dy nymW dy iKlwP jw ky aumr ivc vwDw krn nUM iksy qrW vI TIk krwr nhIN idqw jw skdw[ swrI rwq aus nUM mnwaux dI koiSS jwrI rihMdI hY[ mnwaux ivc AsPl rihx qoN bwd aus nUM qsIhy idqy jWdy hn[ AwKrkwr aus nUM audoN mOq dy Gwt auqwr idqw jWdw hY jdoN p`kw ho jWdw hY ik aus ny aunHW dI g`l nhIN mMnxI[ auh nOjvwn mr jWdw hY pr kuMTq mwniskqw vwly lokW dI Kbq ivc Swml nhIN huMdw[ bdI iek vwrI ij`q jWdI hY pr izMdgI hwrdI nhIN sgoN auh sdIvI ij`q v`l iek kdm hor Agy vDwauNdI hY[

Kbry ieh mOkw myl hI hY ik jdoN mYN ieh sqrW ilK irhw hW qW jlMDr qoN CpdI gurmuKI dI is`KI nUM prxweI hoeI iek AKbwr ny bwrW Agsq dy pihly pMny auqy Kbr CwpI hY ik rUs ivc ikqy koeI Jrnw l`Bw hY ijs dy pwxI nUM pI ky b`uFy jvwn ho rhy hn[ Kbr ieh vI d`sdI hY ik rUs dI srkwr ny ies Jrny dw pwxI pIx auqy pwbMdI lwgU kr idqI hY[ A`j dy sUcnw dy ienkwlbI Xug ivc ieh kihxw Zlq hovygw ik koeI AKbwr suxI suxweI Kbr nUM ibnW iksy qrW dI puStI dy hI Cwp dyvygw Aqy ies qrw is`KI ivc mnwhI vwly AMD ivSvws nUM hulwrw dyvygw[ ies leI iek pl leI ieh mMn hI lYxw cwhIdw hY ik AYsw koeI Jrnw l`B ipAw hY[

svwl pMjwh swlW dI aumr qoN v`D aumr vwly sB jixAW nUM hI ieh hY ik jy mOkw imly qW kI qusIN ies Jrny dw pwxI pI ky muV jvwn hoxw cwhoNgy? mYN Zlq vI ho skdw hW pr pqw nhIN mYnUM ikauN lgdw hY ik bhuqy lok cwhuxgy ik aunHW auqy jvwnI dy idn muV Awaux Aqy auh iPr aunHW idnW nUM mwx skx[ keI qW Swied muV AweI jvwnI nUM pihlW vwlI AslI jvwnI nwloN iksy v`KrI qrW mwnx dI vI koiSs vI krn[ jy ies qrW ho jWdw hY qW isrP srIr hI jvwn hovygw pr rUh EnI hI v`fI rihxI hY ijMnI aus dI vYsy aumr ho geI hY[ ies qrW muV jvwn hoey bMdy nUM bhuq hI Kqrnwk mMinAw jwxw cwhIdw hY[ bMdy dw mqlb isrP purS hI nhIN hY sgoN AOrq vI hY[

pMjwhW swlW dI aumr hMFw c`ukI AOrq jw mrd nUM jy muV jvwnI iml jwvy qW aus ivc srIrk qOr auqy qW jvwnI hovygI pr mwnsk Aqy bOiDk qOr auqy prOVqw[ Aijhw prOV mn iks iks qrW dy SgUPy nhIN iKVweygw? ies bwry ieQy ivsQwr nwl ilKxw sMBv nhIN hY ikauNik hryk mn dw SYqwn v`KrI v`KrI qrW hI kMm krdw hY[ iks mn dw SYqwn nvIN jvwnI hwsl krn qoN bwd ikvyN hrkq ivc AwauNdw hY, aus dw pqw audoN hI l`gxw hY jdoN aus ny hrkq ivc Awauxw hY[ pr eynI g`l qW zrUr pqw hI hoxI cwhIdI hY ik A`lVH jvwnI dI QW SYqwn ADKVH aumr ikqy v`D clwk hoxI hY[

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